Baby daddy issues

Tonight is going to be crazy.

My baby's dad is coming over with his family to discuss how things are going to be after this little baby is born. I thought might as well sense we only have 2 months left until he's here. Give or take that is.  But his family really stresses my mom and myself out. Now I'm not going to be naming actual names in my blog due to privacy for the baby's father and his family but I'll use fake names so it's not so confusing. Let's say that my baby's fathers name is Tanner.

Well Tanner really can't stand up to his parents and say how he feels about all of this and about how he wants to be apart of this baby's life. So his parents talk for him all the time. I've even found myself texting his dad and thinking it was him. His mom reads and prints out every single text message I send to Tanner. So I stopped talking to him and he got all angry with me because he thought I was avoiding him and important things we needed to talk about. When really I just wanted to talk about them face to face with him. So now his parents think they need to step in and talk to myself and my mother about how things are going to be after this baby is born.

Honestly I'm excited for them to come over. I can't wait to stand up for myself and show them that they can't push me around. Tanner's parents are divorced. His mom and dad and step mother are coming over. He also has a twin brother but I don't think he is going to be coming over. So he has a total of five people coming over while I only have two; myself and my mom. We are really close with our neighbors, Shannon and Fernando. Fernando has taken over the role as a father figure in my life and they told us just to shoot them a text and they would be over to help us. But I think my mom and I will do a good job. My mom is a very strong women and I really look up to her. Our relationship has gotten a lot stronger sense I've gotten pregnant. I'll save that story for later though.

I'm sure tomorrow I'll have a good story to tell. Stay tuned!

The situation

Hello everyone!

My name is Amy and I am a pregnant teenager. I decided to start a blog to let everyone know what it's like. I didn't mean to get pregnant I was using protection but obviously it failed. It could happen to anyone and it happened to me. My baby is a blessing and honestly I think he saved my life. I was going down a bad path and as soon as I found out I was pregnant I woke up and realized this was not what I wanted my life to be like. My mom has been very supportive and very amazing through out this hole thing. My parents are divorced but my father is the son of a teen mom too and he really wanted me to keep my baby even when I was considering adoption. He has been very supportive too and so has my hole family as they have been finding out the news. I am having a son and he is due June 2! I am 31 weeks pregnant and I know I'm starting my blog kind of late but better late then never huh?! I am getting very excited about my baby boy coming into this world. I am nervous about labor but I mean who isn't?? The father is still trying to figure out how he is going to be involved we are not together. We were at one point and I loved him a lot. I still have love for him but it's hard. Our relationship  is rough and we fight a lot now but we are trying to make things better for our baby boy! So you are welcome to follow my journey into motherhood!

I am 31 weeks! 9 more to go.

Amy. a.k.a. Colorado teen mom